Right now, I'm dealing with my depression and fear of possibly losing my mom to cancer. She was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer, but the word "cancer" in itself is scary. It's been rough since many people in our family have battled or died from cancer, so the "what if" and all the fear are getting to me. But I am hanging in there. I have two Dekas and a Hyrox to train for, so I'm staying focused. I plan to carry my mom witj me on all my races and have put her roller derby name hitzmcgee on my shorts for racing .