Guidance and a push to move towards my purpose, whatever that is. I need to build my ability to see money as a nice item. My younger self went through a lot of trauma with my dad and his treatment of my Mum until she died in 2024. He is a narcissist, and i believed money came as a result of negativity, nastyness, rejection etc… read between the lines. I had to observe all as a child (only child, isolated). I was told not to speak about situations and at high school I was bullied because I had horses and went abroad at least 2 times a year. Punished at school for having things that lead back to money and the guilt of my mum being subjected to his nastiness for giving her things and me. Then to make it look like we had an amazing life he bought more items. I have worked a lot on this with belief coding. I think I still have a block there with money because as soon as it appears, it is like a hot potato and it goes. I believe this to be part of a block from my childhood and later life. My dad is still alive and when my mum died I spoke my anger and upset at him for all of the things he did and how they affected me. He could no longer hurt my Mum so I was strong and confronted him and he said well you should be grateful for everything you got and my mum was too strong for her own good. Still about all I had, still about how he gave us everything and how much he loved my mum. Long and short I need to learn to be positive about money, not see it as a thing that will make me sad. I need to gain training and support and until this negativity is dealt with, I fall into a hole of not having money available to succeed fully. I am stronger with reiki and belief coding, but to move forward I need blocks lifting and dissolving!