@Desiree Salomon I wish I knew but it turned out to be very different than what I thought. The one positive take away I can say is that as quickly as I leaped thinking it was the right person the quicker I was able to learn he absolutely was not person I needed or wanted by any means.
Bad Indian food has the worst of me today. Here is the guided meditation we went through this morning and I encourage you to give it a go. https://youtu.be/Kr7mSQI7Vcc?si=OuHAiHousXTBz2LY