This is day 3… no update yesterday. Been busy the past couple days at work. Feeling good still, but the first few days are never super challenging. Have been working on my mental state and trying to see the end goal. With it only being day 3, the light at the end of the tunnel is shining bright, but still far away. No shortcuts. Constant reminder I’m trying to give myself. Upcoming weekends will be the hardest times. As far as goals go… I’ve been trying to come up with some. Have some pretty big expenses coming up to pay and not sure exactly how much they will end up being, but I will figure it out and post some more accurate goals. One of my goals if everything plays out how I am thinking is to obviously stay disciplined, and fly out for Wsop, play the mini main and maybe one other event with a 5k bankroll to fire at tournaments. However… if I am not feeling comfortable and trusting in myself being around the pits, I just won’t go. If it doesn’t happen, so be it. I’m not in a rush to get back to the poker table… I’m in a rush to establish discipline in my life and poker will still be there after I do that. Another goal is to have a 40k bankroll by the end of the year and start playing 5/10 again and build back from there. Very reasonable and realistic goal(s) for myself short term and long term. Will continue to update. Hope everyone is doing well.

Well my name is Jay and i have been very successful in sportsbetting. Been doing it over 30 years(actually was given Phil Ivey my plays and did things with him several years ago before he went to Macua. My problem is that my best plsy could be in 7 hours and i get bored and start playing blackjack or betting games i know nothing about. Im very implusive. Just lost my whole bankroll again. i turned $600 into 76,400 in 3 months and then waited for a super lock to bet it all on so i bet 77,000 on my best game of year and won easy had 147,000 and lost in all in blackjack at wynn in 2 days… im successful at poker and sports and know if i could be less implusive i would be fine. I live and work in las vegas as a dealer so now i have to start all over again. So goal is to work 5 days a week and then on my off days gamble Its hard to start from 0 but im going to try.