When you are tring to determine what your next course of action is, write down your ideas. Let everything flow, the goof, the bad, the scary. Get a journal and get all your thoughts about your perfect job, the locations, slary, charatersitics of the team, and out them down on paper. Then you have a document to start building your future. Everything becomes less overwhelming and more reachable.
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