Battered and bruised Used and abused Being blamed and ashamed By a beast whose untamed An act of narcissism Accompanied by chauvinism Loss of appetite and sleep A wolf dressed up as a sheep Oh how looks can be deceiving Now I’m left with all this grieving Yet I’m sustained by Jehovahs hand As I Watch my blessings expand Somehow I’m grateful for this pain Knowing my tears were not invain I felt loneliness trying hard to consume The environment filled with toxic air fumes I asked myself why? And who am I to question? He had taken away my self expression And filled it with aggression, and indiscretions It was time for my repossession As I dealt with a dispossession Carrying my kids on my shoulders The weight began to feel like boulders Jehovah doesn’t give you something you can’t handle It was that years biggest scandal I want to say I no longer hurt I had to work hard to reassert Myself esteem and confidence Had been recovered from dominance I survived to share my story And to Jehovah God be the glory

What shall I do? Where do I run? I wish the last 7 years could be undone I’m no one to ask to turn back the hands of time I just ask for God to heal my heart and renew my strength in the meantime Constantly being accused of crimes Making it hard for this mountain to be climbed I’m humiliated and feel like a failure of a mother This air is thick and heavy I feel I’m smothered

The gaze into each other's eyes. After that passionate moment we shared, you question what just happened? Silence spoke what was meant to be declared. The physical attraction that I cannot deny. The deep energetic connection that is rare to come by. The warmth and comfort in our moments together, melts away any fear, and I feel as light as a feather. Your presence is a melody. My heart will sing for days Repeatedly envisioning that deep passionate gaze.