Hello Candace, I feel the same. We're all in this "boat" together sailing the sea of new territory out of the boundaries of our comfort zones. We can make it, because Jesus is in our boat with us guiding and directing in the way we should go. We get caught up with anxiety thinking we have to have it all together when we should take our hands off the wheel and let him drive.😊 We're exercising our faith muscle when we do that. It's comforting to know you are not alone in any of the things you are thinking and feeling. The beginning stages of all things new he leads us in we will feel that way until we get our sea legs so to speak. Just know, He loves you, He chose you, and He will provide what you need as you go along with him. In the mean time, we will look to Him the author and finisher of our faith. Have a blessed day!