@Semaj Davis Sis I know what your going through, are you attending Bible teaching church? I joined Bible studies, read the word on my own as well but at first I need accountability and having to go into a classroom made me go deeper, we worshipped together and the Holy Spirit tore the vail of my eyes, it’s then that I started to read the word for myself more and the Lord began to speak to me, you really have to be willing and come to the Lord with a repentant heart daily.

Look for a church around you, ask the Lord to guide you to the one, he will. I just recently moved and I too was asking for a Bible teaching, Holy Spirit lead church, and the Lord provided. When my new preacher teaches there is conviction and I love that cause we don’t want to stay the same we want to be transformed and used for his glory.