Good afternoon everyone, this video, wow gods timing is amazing! I’ve always thought there was something wrong with me because I just was never able to have actual friends that I could sustain. But this video taught me about the Alfa and beta and turns out that yea I overthink everything before I do it, therefore sabotaging everything I did. Literally everything, realizing this right now makes me realize all the times I thought before I acted. This roots to my childhood, having only my mother present in my life, the lack of the male energy fucked me. Although I did notice a pattern in other kids when I was younger that other kids around me acted differently and just thought so much differently from me made me think I was incorrect most of the time. Although I lacked the male energy, I was able to “farm” a lot of the female energy, and it does have its advantages like, For me it was easier to talk to girls than talk to guys my age and for the longest time I went without knowing all this managing my life from a energy less source. But now in the present, I feel like I’ve gotten to the point were the balance of both energies are like very close to coming together. The video made me realize that I will act more and think less, I’ve been in my mind a lil too much it’s time move. God bless everyone.

living is more illogical than logical. by born i was born in Muslim family but I'm not a believer. I can write down hundreds reason not to believe in, but will point out a simple one. This post isn't about religion but I want to understand myself, why do i feel so much ? when i see some hungry cats, or stray dogs runs towards me for some food I can't help but be sad. you know why ? because i'm human being and i have emotion. in Islam it said, God is kindest, he loves his creation - just like any God from every other religion. If he's the kindest and if he really exists then why a hungry cat makes me sad and I question my own existence because I can't help them, and God is dead ? nothing makes sense because all of these are non0sense.

Hello everyone, I have decided to write the follow up on my journey here because I just feel it’s the best I can do than rather just keep it to myself. I’m 20 now, Ive been understanding more and more how to let go and I can proudly say that I’m Getting better day by day. From when I lost my job to now was like reset that my soul cried for years and years. I went into issue because I couldn’t relax with all those years of just moving nonstop. But I prayed and let God teach me. Surrendered my soul, the thoughts, and just life. I feel like I am creating my self so fundamentally that I am now practicing how to breath, how to stand, how to even see. I asked my friend if he also sometimes saw in 4k when he gets high. (Something that happens to me sometimes). And he explained to me that blindness comes from your eyes just being really fucking tired. And when I looked in the mirror my eyes are too dark, eye bags like crazy. The fact that I just didn’t care to look over me shook me. I would place other way above me, without knowing why. But all that dissolved, and is dissolving day by day. Currently im getting ready to take a leap in crypto which is something I’ve been doing for a year now, but never really implemented what I learned and knew and just burned a lot of money. But it’s different now I’m taking on life with a much different perspective of life, love and myself. Not being scared of life of learning and becoming what God wants for me. And when it all seems to be ending it’s when it’s barely starting :) Amen

Hey everyone just wanted to share a preoccupation/feeling at heart that, after opening up my heart, I’ve been feeling so different. In a good way but I’m finding it hard to find motivation. Like now what? I get to decide what I want to be but I’ve detached from a lot of my past. Which also felt good. But I have no wants to surpass myself anymore, I don’t have the same impotent fuel which fueled me for a long time. (Or the attachment fuel). I’m currently not working, but have money to sustain myself for a while. I’ve let go of my past life so drastically in just a couple months. And I just feel like I’ve met with a wall, or a moment of isolation. I understand that I’m already were I’m supposed to be but I don’t know maby someone here can connect with my situation. Hope writing this opens me up to what God is trying to show me. God bless everyone.

If you are having doubts about yourself, go see a dog. If you have problems with a person, take him to a dog and see. For a dog has no ego. He understands only the language of love. Let him reflect your ego. Go see a bird. If you want to know that you are calm. Observe. The universe between you two.