I’ve always had a very back and forth relationship to mary jane, there’s been times I’ve been using her very unhealthily for escapism and avoidance. But there has also been times her use has been very aligned and sparked new ideas, pleasure, and joy in my life For 2 years now I have been in a constant tug of war between these two truths. I have tired to quit so many times and have gone 2 months, 3 months without it. Then, because I’ve been without it the idea of using it for a fun beach day or a chill self care night sounds justified and harmless but ultimately brings me to the same hole. My soul is begging me to just stay sober and my inner teenager is resisting it like crazy because weed is one of the very few comforts I still have. All day every day I am taking aligned, boring action towards my goals. Going to the gym, working nonstop on my business, eating the same things to hit my protein and macros, and weed is the LAST comfortable thing I have, that lets me feel carefree. But it’s also the last thing holding me back from the version of myself I know is going to be more rewarding and help me grow, so today is 4 days sober with no loopholes, no exceptions, and no excuses. Sharing this here because this is a promise to myself I cannot break again, and this is the most supportive audience to witness my commitment ❤️

Hello, I’m curious how everyone deals with preventing overthinking and trying to think their way every problem which in my understanding is spiritual bypassing. I’m looking for more ways to say aligned and move in alignment and bring more gratitude and fulfillment in my life/self. My main point is I’d like to learn more about spiritual bypassing and what it is along with every tips everyone uses to stay aligned. Thanks!

I am really excited to announce I got invited to host a meditation seminar at a mental health facility 🙏🙏 Now I don’t have any “qualifications” and was invited to do so based off my own experience and word of mouth. Feels like one of those true manifested experiences where it came TO me without having to work for it. (I journaled last night: “I deserve good things without working hard”!!!!) It is such a strange entanglement of desires of mine coming all together. I have struggled with heart break for months as well as questioned whether I want to stay at my current job. The man who broke my heart is the reason I got this opportunity; recommended and connected me with the facility😭 I have praying for a reconciliation between us and although I may not have received an apology per say (yet), I got something almost more meaningful across the board. This opportunity has lit me up with an excitement I’ve lacked in my current situation for a while. I have wanted to switch gears from my night job as a bartender to someone who actually helps others in a bigger way. I get a taste of that based on my personality but I am extremely excited to see if this opportunity opens doors and a new found interest in a potential avenue for myself🙏 I am thankful to God for this unfolding✨ Encouraging all to remain faithful that life works in mysterious ways!!! I feel closer to my desires than I have in a WHILE with a stronger foundation and sense of confidence. This has come after working on emotional regulation and learning rest is as important as productivity. When I tell you this was unexpected and fell into my lap in such an unforeseeable way….i MEAN IT. We got this 🤞✨

Welcome!!! Would love to get to know you and have you introduce yourself below or in the community itself. Tell us where you're from, what your goal here is, and anything about you that you wish. Very happy to have you here❤️🫀

Being in the women’s hormone health space and my main offer being for women who want to come off birth control and learn to heal their womb and come back to their natural cycle, there is a lot of controversy I honestly was not ready for just HOW controversial it can get when you talk about birth control, feminism, and the corruption that poisons aspects of it. I’ve never gotten hate comments before and honestly, it made me stop talking about it completely (even though I NEED to for my business and my souls purpose) I’m learning that speaking your truth will always trigger someone and you have to do it anyways. Have you all dealt with this before? Any advice on how to not let it get to you would be greatly appreciated ❤️