Hi y’all, I gave my life to Jesus when I was 15. It’s been a bit over a year now, and I constantly am struggling with abiding in Christ. I’m grateful to have grown up in a Christian household where we pray every night as a family and try to go to church every Sunday. Then, God blessed me with the opportunity to go to a boarding school that has amazing opportunities for me. Yet, it also has led me to struggle with my relationships as I am away from my family for months between each term. My family and I still pray every evening and I try to watch an online church every Sunday plus a Christian podcast that I like (I recommend Girls Gone Bible and Under the Bed podcast). However, the times that I read my Bible daily and spend time with the Lord on Sundays have become less consistent which honestly scares me. I genuinely wish to have some Christian friends to help me through these tough seasons, but there are no (at least that I know of) teens of Christ at my school who aren’t just Christian but followers of God. In other words, I just need some guidance as to how to live in such a worldly season (where all my friends do not know God and only just know about Him) and staying firm on my walk in Christ to not backslide and revert to the ways of this world. Also I’m sorry that this is super long. This has just been on my heart since the fall of the school year, and the Lord’s leading me to post this on here.

I've been following the videos on how to beat lust, but i haven't commented or posted anything on here. I really could use some prayer because lately I have just been feeling really anxious about the future. I feel so far from God and just keep running back to sin. If you could pray for the fear to flee and my eyes to be opened and my love for Jesus to strengthen that would be amazing! I hope u all have a God filled day 💕

I pray a few times a day and spend time in my Bible but I still feel so far from God. Can anyone give my some advice or why this happening?

I fell. And I feel as if I just made the last straw against God.