Hi Tribers!!! When Chad asked me about my address I thought I would be sent a sticker or something!!! But then I got this big box 🤯 How how thoughtful!! I might need all y’all’s help figuring out what are some of the items!!!! Thank you @Chad Noorman & @Lévis Côté Tremblay FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!! I am a sucker for gifts cuz when o was little I never got any - for bdays, Xmas…. Whatever…. My parents believed that gifts would spoil me and telling me that I don’t deserve gifts… when o was crying for not getting any while other kids did…

Procedure in my shoulder today. I was prepared to sit and wait long time and be bored and yet was sort of scared a bit (I don’t like needles, they make me nervous, to say the least) and was doing breathing exercises. I share them in camera confidence quest in the classroom. They have helped me and many others to calm the f down when in need lol shameless plug Ok so… The anesthesiologist came in but he seemed nice. So I sparked a convo w him n asked him if he is happy. He said he doesn’t like working for someone else and is in process of doing his own thing that is more aligned. And I was like oh ye? Tell me more, that’s my specialty lol And then he told me about his new business where he will have a van that will transport patients from hospital to their homes after procedures. I thought that was a very good idea cuz ya knwo we are sedated and can’t drive and most of the time someone else has to pick us up or uber. I said that for that, it would be better to partner w hospitals and have them have it as an extra rather than him have to sell directly to customers… I’d pay extra if the hospital offers me that! Wouldn’t you?? But I wouldn’t if it’s some Joe Shmo offering…. Or uber… And then I told him that once established, this can be easily scaled (w more vans & workforce) and also expand it to wheelchair patients as they are also government funded, not only insurance…. The best part is that he doesn’t have to sell or have the people pay him…. Insurance & government will. He got so fckn lit up that made my heart smile. Then I passed out. When everything was over, as I was living the surgical center, he came and was so excited and happy and said: “ hey Rositsa! Thank you… you set a fire under me and gave me so many ideas and direction and excitement!!! And!! You just laid out a full blown business plan for me! How can I repay you!?” - I said “you are welcome! Thank you for making the needle poking actually enjoyable for me, appreciated the convo…. Good luck w everything!” And I left. Good deed done ✅

We have 2 events this weekend. I helped w the prep work and send @Justin Love by himself. Need to take care of me. Playing some music…. Will be back here in a little bit… What do you do when you are in pain?

I have so much love and compassion for the people & cannot stand when people are suffering & manipulated. Something deep inside of me starts boiling! This is one of my biggest weaknesses. Also, one of my biggest strengths. I sat w my inner children to find out where is this coming from. I found out where: my triggers are coming from an injustice been done and me feeling helpless to do anything about it. Similar to Bulgarians being under Turkish slavery for 500 years. Turkish people came and set on fire villages, raped women and dehead husbands and put their heads on fences, took children to make them forcefully Muslims. For 500 years! Similar to Jews being taken in camps to work and being tortured and then killed painfully and soap has been made out of their bodies. This is what I learned growing up as part of history curriculum. I felt helpless. For all that cruel horrible injustice. Just as I felt helpless when some of our Tribers were misled and lied to. One of them I was able to help. Another one - after long multiple contemplation meditations - I realized that, he chose that and continued to choose. And a head that is falling of of its shoulders, you cannot stop, cuz when you turn around and stop holding it will fall back anyways…. So I made peace w that…. Been helpless. Let them. Just as I felt helpless being majorly physically abused and bitten when I was little girl. I also felt helpless and desperate and wanting to die. I am sorry to get this graphic… I tried to not use too many words. Nowadays, some of that gets triggered when I see people suffering and or being manipulated into suffering. And it happens!!! So often! It is one of my biggest strengths cuz it makes me do something to help and that drives me. Even something seemingly as lame as my Camera Confidence 7 Day Quest is my small way of helping people eliminate their limitations of not being good enough leading to frustration of their stuffs not working…. Or with my limitless sessions that are truly life changing….