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Most people think awareness is something you do. They think: - “I need to be more aware” - “I lost awareness” - “I need to focus better” But awareness is not an action.It’s a position. You are always positioned somewhere internally. Right now, pause for a moment. Before any thought appears…before any emotion…before any intention… There is a quiet sense of: “I am here.” That is awareness. Not dramatic.Not spiritual.Not emotional. Just present being. Now here’s the part most people miss: Awareness is not neutral because it doesn’t careAwareness is neutral because it assumes. What you are aware of feels: - obvious - unquestioned - settled - “just how things are” You don’t argue with it.You don’t affirm it.You don’t defend it. You live from it. That’s why awareness is so powerful — and so invisible. Why Awareness Is Hard to See You cannot see awareness the way you see thoughts. Thoughts move.Emotions fluctuate.Circumstances change. Awareness stays constant. It’s the background context in which all experience happens. Like water to a fish. Most people don’t suffer because of bad thoughts.They suffer because of the position they’re unconsciously living from. For example: - “I’m the one who has to try” - “I’m the one who fixes” - “I’m the one who waits” - “I’m the one who hopes” These are not thoughts.These are identities. And identities live at the level of awareness. The Difference Between Thinking and Being You can think: “Things will work out” But if your awareness is: “I’m usually disappointed” Life follows the awareness — not the thought. You can affirm: “I am abundant” But if your awareness is: “Money feels unsafe” Your nervous system will always choose the familiar awareness. This is why effort fails.This is why motivation fades.This is why people feel like something is “blocking” them. Nothing is blocking you.You are simply living from an unseen position. Awareness Is What Your Nervous System Knows This is important. Awareness is not intellectual.It is somatic.

Guilt will always try to pull you back. There was a time in my life when I felt guilty for wanting time for myself. Guilty for needing space. Guilty for not dissolving entirely into the roles of mother and wife. Being a mum and a wife wasn’t always wonderful for me—not because I didn’t love my family, but because it forced me to grow up, to change, to shed parts of myself so fast that something inside me quietly broke. I forgot me. I became so busy taking care of everyone else that I forgot I, too, was part of that family. It took me years to understand a simple truth: You cannot give what you do not have. Not love. Not joy. Not presence. When I finally came back to myself, I saw guilt for what it really was. It was never mine. It was a state I had accepted—imposed by society, inherited norms, and an idea of “normal” I never consciously chose, yet faithfully lived out. Neville said we are not victims of circumstances, but of the states we occupy. And guilt was just a state—one that kept me loyal to a version of myself I had already outgrown. The moment I withdrew my attention from guilt, it lost its power. The moment I chose myself, the world reorganized to reflect that choice. I found myself again. Different—but still me. Stronger. Wiser. Grounded in my own authority. Empowered. And unpredictable. Because the day I gave up guilt… was the day I reclaimed my state of being.

The Power of Awareness By now you may have noticed something important: awareness is not a one-time realization. It’s a place you return to — again and again. Neville reminded us that we don’t manifest by effort, willpower, or repeating affirmations all day. We manifest by remaining faithful to a state. You don’t become what you want by thinking about it. You become it by occupying the state of already being it — and gently returning to it whenever you notice you’ve left. Awareness today is simple: Notice where you habitually return when nothing is “happening.” When you’re not trying. When you’re not fixing. When you’re just being. That resting place — that’s the state that’s shaping your life. And here’s the quiet power: You don’t fight your way out of an old state. You outgrow it by choosing a new one… and returning to it patiently. As Neville said, “You are already that which you want to be, and your refusal to believe this is the only reason you do not see it.” So today, ask yourself — Where do I return by default… and where do I choose to return now?

There is no past nor future — there is only Now. Through Neville’s lens, Now is the only creative moment. The past exists only as memory re-assumed in the present, and the future exists only as imagination felt in the present. Both are states of consciousness you are occupying now. When Neville said “Assumption hardens into fact,” he was pointing to this very truth: you are not bound by what happened, only by what you are aware of being now. The moment you shift your inner state, the past loses its power because it has no life of its own. It survives only through repetition in awareness. Revision works because you are not changing history — you are changing the state from which you remember it. And when the state changes, the meaning, emotional charge, and consequences dissolve. The past rearranges itself naturally because consciousness has moved. The future does not arrive one day. It is entered. When you imagine and feel the wish fulfilled, you are not preparing for tomorrow — you are occupying a reality now. Time collapses because creation is instantaneous in consciousness. There is only this moment deciding everything. Not what was. Not what will be. But who you are aware of being now. Change that — and the world, the past, and the future follow.