When results are delayed, unexpected chaos put you off track and nothing seems to be working... It's so easy to get hard on yourself and believe that "you're being tested" So you start wondering... "Did I do something wrong?" "What else am I not doing?" "Why does it feel like I'm almost there but never really get there?" Here’s what’s really happening when everything seems falling apart: ❌ It’s NOT punishment. ✅ It’s PURIFICATION. God or the universe ISN’T TESTING YOU to see if you can survive. It’s showing you what parts of you can’t come with you to the next level. You need to shed old beliefs and survival patterns that no longer align with where you’re going. And that’s why it hurts. You’re so ATTACHED to the version of you that’s fading away. So you pray or meditate, but constantly check how long it's been. You look for signs to feel reassured, but still take action from fear and pressure — not alignment. ❌ That’s NOT surrender. ✅ That’s ATTACHMENT in disguise. Attachments behave like any ADDICTIONS. Every time you hope or expect something to happen on a certain timeline, your mind gets a “hit” of relief, excitement, or motivation. But when reality doesn’t match your expectation, you CRASH emotionally. You feel disappointed, frustrated, anxious, or drained. Here's the tricky part: Over time, your system gets used to this cycle. The “hope → crash → push” pattern becomes familiar, and what once gave you relief no longer works. That's why you can't help but need more reassurance, more proof, more control just to feel at peace. During these moments, you’re being pushed BEYOND your current capacity. You're trying to handle more pressure and uncertainty with a system that's already maxed out. No wonder you can’t truly relax. That very tension is what keeps your desires from happening because energetically, you’re saying, "I don't have what I want yet" And your reality mirrors it back. Now you're stuck in the waiting game and actually manifesting more delay.