5 Struggles 1. I grew up without much money and always felt out of place. Was never cool enough for the cool kids, smart enough for the nerds or good enough athlete for the jocks. Knew everyone but never had any “close friends” 2. Turned to alcohol to make me feel better and feel like I fit in. Helped me land a killer job managing money for rich people in Palm Beach. At one point I managed $4 billion but still felt out of place. I didn’t go to boarding school or have a golf club membership. 3. Got arrested for telling a chick I was having an affair with that I would kill her if I ever saw ever again. Spent 6 months in jail and 6 months on house arrest. Also had 2 suicide attempts before jail. 4. Having to repair all the relationships I damaged. Been lucky that my wife took me back but lost a lot of friends, lost a lot of respect from the professional community and can’t go back to my old work because of felony 5. Still have crazy insecurities. Writing a book now. Fear that it won’t work out. Fear that I’m wasting time and money to try to grow my own business. 5 Contrasting Wins 1. Growing up without much gave me a drive and determination that I don’t think a lot of others have. Failure is not an option. Do not want to be the little kid on the dirt road again. 2. Been sober for 2 years now. Learned a lot about how to grow a business from all the rich guys I worked with. Started my own business teaching people about day to day money and emotions behind it. How its similar to alcoholism/addiction. Lots of shame, denial, guilt, avoidance. 3. Learned that I can survive on very little. Learned about AA and God in jail. Woke me up from the bad path I was heading down. 4. Back together with my wife. Meeting new supportive friends, not just the bullshit ones in corporate life. Because I can’t go back to old work, I’m all in on my new job and betting on myself 5. I’m the only person that can tell this story. There is no one else talking about Financial Sobriety so I can create and own a category. I know it will take time though.