So these things are a part of my life and well do I enjoy them? Not everyday....like my body doesn't enjoy the hours of every night awake and standing up for days, the bullshit scenarios that are created by fake friends and the chances of getting cut is highly provoked in moments of shit cunts being out and about and not being able to provide for their own addiction. Id like to class myself as a BINGER. NOT everyday I wake up going fuck is like a shit or need a shot or a pipe whatever floats Ur vocab but for me my drug addiction creeps in when like family feud screams XXX Ur wrong, people I love and trust seem to shit on me to benefit for themselves which drives a dagger straight thru me leading me to believe the same old saga of self hatred and self sabotage, then the age old desire for teaching them a lesson begins to plot its seed pods in action......to be continued. First blog of my life. Hold on as it gets really big highs and really big lows. At the moment I'm on a really big low as I was convinced by family to loan money just before my daughter's 18th bday and now I'm left to feel shit and the same as always because as usual it has fallen. Thru and once again my kids miss out leading me to feel like a failure. Hence the binge.

Did you know there are different levels of addiction? Not everyone has the same mentality or perception on drug use, I am living and walking the journey of a socially unacceptable lifestyle. Yet maintaining a somewhat normal life style like paying rent, buying food, exercising my dog and seeing my kids. Yet drug use is forbidden when Ur not even affecting others around U? These are my thoughts and views daily. Why does it concern others what people do behind closed doors?

Hi, @Shara Hubbard , Nice to meet you, I have an account on skooler so this is my backup account using it to support new skooler, if you don't mind giving a follow back and a DM message