Hey everyone. I’m new here. I’m trying to assess whether or not I’m dateable. I’ve never had a girlfriend before until 20 and I fucked that up and then when I was 21 had another and fucked that up as well. I’m starting to think that maybe I don’t deserve to have someone of high quality or anything like that. I’m pretty much the guy that girls fib to lie to friendzone or call names. It’s what makes me hate them and the guys who are their partners. And all the girls that do come my way are either mentally a wreck or they stalk me or abuse me. I know that everyone says you don’t need to be a millionaire to have access to girls, but as for someone who has two targets on his back that’s starting to become the case for me. What’s even frustrating is that I don’t want to stress about this, but I miss being in love with someone I actually care about. At this point I don’t think true love is even possible for me anymore. Why would some girl like me in the first place?