F*cking losing to Firas every fricking game???? This guy doesn't respect girls enough to giveaway a single game I got beaten 21 times and he say he's 1500, I'm sure he's advanced 2000 but I can't prove it... Maybe that's why he gets banned in Chess.com, he says he's 1500, then suddenly plays like a 2000... Hmm, I got him

Our relationship is cancelled... Forever, it's not a break-up it's an agreement we both made to cancel the relationship; besides we never got into a romantical situation, like he has any feelings for someone to begin with... Because I'm not his only girlfriend, all along he had 2 gfs Why? He wanted to learn love and Romance overall by getting into a relationship and now what he considers me? Merely a stranger or a chess clubmate at least, he doesn't even care, he says that his relationship with his second one is better than mine, and I respect that cuz from the beginning he couldn't handle my desires, he's so unique unlike whoever I met and betrayed. You may be disappointed in him because he was with 2 girls, but it's not and never was a perverted thought (I wonder if he has some), merely for educational purposes. DON'T SHIP US ANYMORE

This guy yesterday back in my home, he wanted to shower right? He slept in the shower for 1 hour, 1 hour and I didn't even realize I was too focused with X (Twitter) and like after 1hour and 30 minutes, I hear the water going and I like call his name but he's having the best of dreams, luckily, the door was open, I woke him up, and he's like so hot if he isn't already hot, and he spent the next few hours playing games like nothing happened, he literally doesn't care about his life. And at approximately 1 AM, I woke up to find him going outside, you won't even believe it. He embarked on a 10-mile run in the streets during one of the hottest days of the year, facing extreme heat and humidity. BRUH. And after he literally got lost and didn't have any more water in the middle of night. He returned appearing visibly exhausted and requiring immediate hydration and electrolytes which I offered it to him. This guy had a heat stroke if you know what it is, and we spent the next hour talking, casually him drinking water and sipping it over him. His heartbeat was like 120; he lost 1000 calories just by that. I don't fricking know who I am having a relationship with for real.

Everyone are getting a gf wth is going on??? And I only can dream of the girl I liked while sleeping nonstop(I just did it again). Just so sad to see how impossible it is for me and her with how different our background is, how stupid and Ignorance I am but she's talented af. Okay honestly my logical brain kept telling myself single is the best for me and having her won't have a good result when I'm not yet ready and not good at taking responsibility because I'm not reliable and lack of many life experiences. But really I guess this is what teenage brain is made of, pure madness sometimes. (Hormone pull is so annoying fk it, I should have let it go years ago but it somehows never being let go)

I just looked through my photos recently to delete some stuff… I didn’t even know this was in it: Idk, I guess it’s a good for it at a girl? I’m dissapointed in myself honestly 😭💀🙏