This guy yesterday back in my home, he wanted to shower right? He slept in the shower for 1 hour, 1 hour and I didn't even realize I was too focused with X (Twitter) and like after 1hour and 30 minutes, I hear the water going and I like call his name but he's having the best of dreams, luckily, the door was open, I woke him up, and he's like so hot if he isn't already hot, and he spent the next few hours playing games like nothing happened, he literally doesn't care about his life. And at approximately 1 AM, I woke up to find him going outside, you won't even believe it. He embarked on a 10-mile run in the streets during one of the hottest days of the year, facing extreme heat and humidity. BRUH. And after he literally got lost and didn't have any more water in the middle of night. He returned appearing visibly exhausted and requiring immediate hydration and electrolytes which I offered it to him. This guy had a heat stroke if you know what it is, and we spent the next hour talking, casually him drinking water and sipping it over him. His heartbeat was like 120; he lost 1000 calories just by that. I don't fricking know who I am having a relationship with for real.

Everyone are getting a gf wth is going on??? And I only can dream of the girl I liked while sleeping nonstop(I just did it again). Just so sad to see how impossible it is for me and her with how different our background is, how stupid and Ignorance I am but she's talented af. Okay honestly my logical brain kept telling myself single is the best for me and having her won't have a good result when I'm not yet ready and not good at taking responsibility because I'm not reliable and lack of many life experiences. But really I guess this is what teenage brain is made of, pure madness sometimes. (Hormone pull is so annoying fk it, I should have let it go years ago but it somehows never being let go)

I just looked through my photos recently to delete some stuff… I didn’t even know this was in it: Idk, I guess it’s a good for it at a girl? I’m dissapointed in myself honestly 😭💀🙏

Be honest with me y’all. Do u even find my romance and romantic part of life interesting? Or is @Lighting Dude Random just on the spectrum? @Sung Chan @Tokito Muichirio @Tanjiro Kamado @Kocho Shinobu @Noob Kao @Luciano Ivanovich @Gregory Park @The Anhilator @Whitney-Gryff Hartshorne @Avin Goel @Ebombayed Chesscareer

Welcome my girlfriend!!!