Energetic protection. I have received a lot of info on it, but was told to find the patterns within it. Feeling too overwhelmed to ‘tap in’.

A visit to a neighbor

@Kourtney Levens Most of the time they are not, although that’s challenging to admit. Thanks for relaying Michael’s question!

@Kourtney Levens I get it now. Before I thought I was judging them for not being open. Rejecting them because of my judgment. And i didn’t want to reject anyone because i know how much it hurts when others reject (the true) me. So I communicated shallowly, on their level. Not stirring their waters. While mine ran deep and became darker through my self-isolation. Now I see it’s more about frequencies. When we can’t harmonize in our conversation then it’s healthy to retreat from that interaction. It’s not just self-preservation, it’s self-worth. I don’t feel it’s worth transmitting to them, who aren’t open to hear it.

I don’t know what else to do

I hold back in what i perceive through empathy and telepathy. Because i often don’t feel safe enough yet to express myself. But I’m learning discernment, in which situations to show myself and to speak up, and in which situations to quickly remove myself from someone’s presence.

@Kourtney Levens One of the reasons I didn’t feel safe was because I experienced heartbreak with my guides at a young age. I was in an unsustainable relationship with them. This affects my ability to trust in them, as well as in the angels. I allow myself to feel the grief about what happened before. Both sides were hurt. Slowly healing. Gonna be okay.