Im 34, and feeling lonelier than ever. Im lost. Have zero confidence, and seem to only have regret to think about. My therapist gave up on me. Had a life altering accident 3 years ago. Lost my mom to cancer during my recovery so she never even got to see me walk again. And life seems dull. Social circle is dead, and I only work a full time job that classifies me as a glorified janitor and hang out with my dog most of the time. My family is upset at me for getting into motorcycles as my escape/therapy, because I had a near death accident on one 3 years ago. Im not sure what to expect here after so many rejections and feeling like I have nothing to offer.. Ghosting seems to be a norm for me, every-time some type of attraction builds, it gets abandoned right when things start looking up and not from my part. It sucks to want to show someone how much care and love you can offer and they’re not willing to accept it. Dating apps seem more toxic than fruitful. I also fumbled a chance with a coworker that also left me ghosted. I guess im here to try something new even though i feel like completely giving up everyday…