ThursdayMONEYTestimony This testimony is also a confession. I struggle with a poverty mindset, and every once in a while it creeps back in. This time it showed up over a cup of noodles. 🍎 Every week, a group of young people comes to my home for a Bible study of sorts. When we started, I put out snacks. Candy. Fruit. Something to enjoy while we studied. 🍜 Then they started showing up hungry. Snacks weren’t quite enough anymore, so they began asking for cups of noodles. I was happy to make them. I love for them to be comfortable in my home. But there was something else going on that I hadn’t said out loud. 🛒 I keep certain foods in the house for my son. Favorites. I buy them and keep them on hand, so that whenever he visits, it’s there waiting. And wouldn’t you know it, the young people love the very same foods. So I started to feel tense. I’d watch the food go and think, they’re eating it all up. 🙏 Then I had to stop and tell myself the truth. God is my provider. The Lord is my shepherd. I have all that I need. I don’t need to guard the food in my own house. Because when I looked honestly at that tension, I could see what it was really saying. By protecting that food and saying the young people couldn’t have it, I was saying I didn’t believe I could refill it next week. Or refill it before my son came by. That is what a poverty mindset sounds like for me. It doesn’t always show up as an empty account. Sometimes it shows up when there is food in the house and someone hungry is reaching for it. I’d love to tell you I beat it once and moved on. That isn’t my testimony. My testimony is that overcoming a poverty mindset is something you do over and over and over again. I chose to overcome it this week. I’m choosing to now. And if it raises its head again next week, I’ll have to choose all over again. Choosing looks like saying yes to the people right in front of me. The ones who are hungry. The ones who want food. 🍽️ “Yes, there’s food. Eat.” Instead of worrying that if I give them a little, they’ll take advantage.