I’m going through a rough patch.. I need a little advice Anyone ever encounter the thoughts of their awakening partner? The one awakened them? The one who took the oath to hurt them beyond tremendous measure? Beyond even touching earth? How do you adapt to the hurt? In flesh bs vs soul? Do you ache? Do you rationalize? I need help ASAP.. is there an Aaron video on this?? Suggestions? I feel I might be a little tad bit stuck.. on the flowing of emotions for this conflict.. because of my big enormous heart.. and I casted this upon myself before even facing this situation.. ( because ultimately I knew it would be that CONFLICT)

While I am over here going through the unknown! I am speaking to everyone and anyone.. about it all.. and while they’re probably looking at me with the most craziness of crazy.. I continue to speak.. 🗣️ with a smile.😊.. speaking the truth of my knowledge.. GOD, SPIRITUAL, whatever I may know.. now why I don’t claim to know it all.. and I sure as fuck.. don’t know anyone else answers but my own.. lol 😂.. but I do just feel things and get shit that pops in my head..and whatever that is I speak or type.. so *kaboom* 💥.. FEELING HONORED i can lead people to the LIGHT WITH MY AWESOMENESS.. ✨ 💡 ❤️ 🌷 🦉 ♾️ ⚠️.. LOVE ❤️

Today I had a powerful reminder: I am not my thoughts. Especially when I’m overwhelmed, anxious, or low… my mind can say the wildest, darkest things. It tries to convince me that I'm failing, that I'm not enough, that it’s all too much. And for a moment, I believe it. But then I remember, those thoughts aren’t ME. They’re just old survival patterns, fears, and echoes from the past trying to protect me in messy ways. I am the observer. I am the calm behind the chaos. I am the one who gets to choose what I hold onto. So today, I chose presence. I chose to breathe. And I came back to me. If you're feeling lost, low, or like your mind is spiraling—pause. Remind yourself: “This is a thought. It will pass. I don’t have to believe it.” You’re not broken. You’re becoming. 💫 And the light in you is stronger than any storm.

As I travel on this journey of the unknown.. I am seeing more synchronized messaging.. but what my heart tells me is.. or my mind.. is shit.. 616..717.. 1010.. i am still finishing the ocean of tears.. for the month of June.. but I always feel numb?.. I don’t have a solidify reason as to WHY AM I CRYING?.. you know like when you “actually feel sad?” Because I don’t actually feel sad..? I feel heart broken? 💔?… meh 🫤… little but not because of one person.. because of all the energies I took in.. when I’m happy.. 😊.. when I’m happy.. I let my protection down.. protection of hurt.. 😢.. I forget to shield myself from energy absorption.. and I’m afraid.. I’ve absorbed to many different substances.. sources.. I don’t even have the right mindset right now.. but I need to get away from the people I am surrounded by.. I need to find someone trustworthy of.. I need to cry some more.. I just want to be with one of my ex again.. 😔😔.. (and that’s tough to say)… because it’s just me trying to be with familiar… which isn’t what I’m supposed to be wanting.. and I know it.. but right now.. to stay out of the darkness.. is to embrace it.. maybe? Idk. Carry on folks.. HERE I COME RABBIT HOLE 🕳️… LOVE ❤️

Not just the romantic ones but friendships, family, even the casual connections that come and go. Lately, I’ve been noticing how the people around me reflect where I still need healing... and where I’ve grown I used to chase connection from a place of emptiness, hoping someone else could fill what I hadn’t faced within myself. But the more I do the inner work, the shadow work, the self-love, the letting go, the more I attract relationships that feel peaceful, aligned, and honest And when triggers come up now, I try not to run. I sit with them. I ask what they’re trying to teach me. It’s not always easy, but it’s freeing what’s one lesson a relationship has taught you about yourself recently?