I am glad you are enjoying it!

Speaking of "not solid" this week's YouTube video challenge: an identity, expanding hypnotic E prime dream incubation (for N1 sleep learning) is not going so great. considering my extensive experience writing scripts in the middle of Hypnotherapy sessions, I had no idea that this was gonna be more difficult... but I am opening my eyes to the fact that certain writing systems collapse because English itself constantly wants to comingle experience description with interpretation and pulling those two apart deliberately and intentionally is pretty much indescribably difficult. I was super frustrated earlier, but I was convinced that I could create a system that helped me filter this just like I created a language Model translator for E prime... And I really underestimated the difficulty of this next step here lol.

@Kathy Ratcliffe I think she kind of walks the line in a lot of ways because there's a huge issue in academic mathematical sciences lately where... it's kind of hard to explain entirely, but this happens in psychology when I was going to university that basically the Moris, sensational and controversial, the results could be hyped of your work and through the manipulation of statistics and methodologies to create these assumed results and therefore launch a platform for certain types of discussion in the academic writing - it creates a lot of academic charlatans and sophisticated bullshitters basically. And I feel like physics is the final frontier for a lot of of this because of the theoretical basis the mathematical simulations and all of that fun stuff. So I mainly use her as a resource to get through the sensational headlines that you'll see in a lot of articles talking about the research. She and I have a similar bets on quantum consciousness time and reality construct based on some of her videos - but I kind of agree with her about hammer off and the microtubules being a piece of the puzzle, but not the entire thing. It's really hard to splice some of the metaphysical stuff from the theoretical stuff. I think there is some things that science can explain that have a woo framework already so I'm not necessarily full hard science because I see the limitations are hard science, especially in the terms of psychology. Like I'm not a Freudian girl by any stretch of the imagination I'm more of an Alfred Adler kind of girl... and I feel like if we had based psychology on Adlerian principles there wouldn't be as many people going through the psychological, dark ages, indirect victim mentality language of pop psychology. So much of science and philosophy gets distilled into this false binary where I operate in more of a spectrum and Trinity (or decahedron in terms of planes and angles of "forms"). So I don't have one true source for anything I don't see anybody having a comprehensively together, theoretically philosophically in all the above lol.

@Kathy Ratcliffe i've got a bunch of content ideas and I've been distilling a bunch of research and I basically took Nero knowledge and Sabine Hossenfelder and put them into this external brain of mine and I'm delineating all of it and connecting certain dots. It'll be very interesting once I get around to being able to do it. I still have all the hard-core CIA stuff that I researched from Gateway to Stargate and all the above I have friends in the CIA so I've had a chance to talk to the retired station chief of the Dallas CIA headquarters about Gateway & Stargate (I just haven't figured out how to schedule that kind of content with everything else that I'm working on right this minute, but maybe this summer when YouTube is really slow. I might bust out with some interesting stuff like that). I straddle hard science and woo unlike many people can because of the expansion aspect of how I operate my consciousness, but it creates 10 times the work of a normal human I have a library of hundreds of Video topics I haven't had a chance to really either completely create scripts for or re-engineer, but I've got tons of outlines that I wanna share. Eventually, I might even maybe sell them to somebody else perhaps since I don't have time to completely chase them down to the level of rigor I prefer to stand on. But most of my physics study is consciousness oriented, or quantum biology and integrated information theory stuff I like to converse all that.

I have no idea where those link up with Central standard time... I'm in Central, Texas lol. But you guys have a really good time. I'm there in spirit.

I had a quantum mirror dream about someone who I wanted to get well in a certain type of way, and I lost track of in real life popped up in my dream doing exactly the kind of well I had hoped for them to be doing and it was nice... It was one of those last call dreams before you wake up and of course, my brain bridge the gap realizing that I wouldn't appreciate the upgrade that I'm taking for granted if I had experienced it myself, so it had to put in a proxy individual in order for me and my dream to give the compliments and congratulations that I probably needed to consciously hear or be consciously reminded of so my subconscious did it for me it was kind of cool I'm coming up on four years a clean time and although my life is crazy and a surreal way, it's mainly the external factors that have been creating all kinds of push pull, but I've stayed pretty steady. I have had some things that would usually ruin my day happen multiple of them in full day I handle it so much better. I guess it's chaos mitigation skills that I'm developing, which are always useful.