My revelations have come through my inner work, alone, throughout my life. Usually I realize that each new understanding is leading me to any number of paths to examine. There have been a handful of times when I've worked so hard pushing my will and I believe I've reached a plateau of enlightenment and joy, and I've said, out loud to myself, I made it! Only to find myself slapped down hard to learn more lessons that reveal further knowledge to keep me humble and realize that I am never to feel I've reached the ultimate heights I may perceive. The last time this happened was a crushing blow and my current realization is that pushing my will is not the way. Being open with acceptance to allow all as it is will provide the opportunities to flow into my own with curiosity and authenticity🙏🏼