Hey guys, happy Wednesday! Very nice to meet you all. I’m Eszter , Hungarian Portuguese , currently based in Nigeria as a private flight attendant and having my relationship with my partner in Miami. I’m dating with a purpose, dating to marry and have a godfearing relationship with my partner. We been together 5 months now and our goals were fully aligning however we both were married before in our previous lives and I guess our traumas starting to manifest in our relationship. My partner wants a long lasting god serving relationship, he is very religious, his father is a minister as well however his previous marriage failed right after they got married because she wanted to change him fully. He now afraid if this will repeat and he is hesitant in things. At this point I’m 40 and he is 50 , I don’t have the time to invest if it’s not for the same end goal . I love him but I need to fly across the oceans to make this relationship work. I know he loves me but I need to see time lines on things , like when are we moving together, when we getting married. I’d still love to be a mom . I don’t think our relationship is a pressure as I know what I want, I want to build with this man , a family a home . Also he works in entertainment, I really was hoping for someone low key but I full accepted on how he earns his money till he shows full respect towards our relationship. All his friends and family know about me but he would not post not even highlights of us, even if I tag him and I mentioned several times that it bothers me as I do because my life is an opened book but there is no one I care about other than feelings when it comes to social media and he makes me happy so I want to showcase it. He says his page he using it for business which is true but all his clients have a life , why can’t he and show the people he also have one. This gives me a lot of insecurity even tho I’m very secured person . I’m hoping that connecting here with Winter I’ll find a solution to how to make this relationship bloom 🙏🏽