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Staring in the mirror
Saturday evening I enjoyed a bowl of cannabis which had some concentrate mixed in. I got much higher than I normally would. I proceeded to stand in front of the mirror staring at my reflection (I got the idea after reading about doing this sober) It was a psychedelic experience for me! After awhile my face started looking different, I saw myself as an older man, I saw myself with a beanie on (I was not wearing any hat) When I “saw myself” it was me but it wasn’t, very similar features and I could sense that this is/was me but I took on different appearances. Then I ended up staring at the reflection of my chest and I saw a lion, not crystal clear but I could see the outline of a lions face and its mane. During the experience I mostly had a stern talk with myself, it’s funny even the “clear” reflection of myself looked slightly different. Like I could see all my flaws reflected in my face. I spoke to myself internally, admitting my shortcomings and acknowledging where I need to begin taking action and quit doing other things mainly wasting time. I left for a glass of water, came back and when I saw myself reflection again I said “oh it’s you again” and I had a very good and long laugh with myself, it literally felt like there was two of us laughing together.
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Firstly -- epic. Second, we've got so many people in this group who seem to have strong resonance with lions. Chris, Ryan, myself, and several others that I've talked to in this community. (see my profile pic lol) It reminds me of a teaching from Richard Rudd (creator of the Gene Keys) about soul fractals. Soul fractals are basically groups of people who are magnetized together when they start walking their conscious path. I feel pretty strongly that this group is a Lion/Lyran soul collective. Thirdly, this practice of mirror gazing that you intuitively did is an old shamanic practice. I read about it in a book called "Shaman, Healer, Sage" by Alberto Villoldo. (This wouldn't be where you happened to read about it, would it?) In the book it is practiced by two individuals looking directly into each others' left (I think) eye, using each other as a mirror. Psychedelic effects akin to what you described appear and different parts of the individual emerge -- even past lives sometimes. I've done mirror gazing on psychedelics and it's crazy what can happen. I'll try it again sometime. Thanks for sharing!
Replay Now Available
The replay from today's Somatic Safety workshop is now available in the classroom.
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Can't wait to catch this replay. I've had no days off from practical life for weeks on end now. For that reason and others, I've had a feeling of lack and sadness welling up that hasn't gotten the attention it deserves from me. I'll let y'all know how it goes for me!
🎉 It’s Christopher’s birthday today, ya'll! 🎉
Join me in showering him with some love on his special day. Drop a note below and help celebrate him! 🎂✨
2 likes • Jan 4
Happy birthday brother Chris! So fucking glad you exist
Oracle cards
Just wanted to share with everyone the card that Chris and I both pulled before the breathwork today (🤯) for anyone curious. It's from the Lyran oracle deck. Here are images of the card and its description from the booklet.
Oracle cards
Tobacco
I know Ryan has talked about vaporizing tobacco. Does anyone else use tobacco consciously (or otherwise)? I use tobacco, but mostly just as an off and on addiction if I'm being honest. Applying intention to cannabis totally transformed my relationship with it. I would like to bring more awareness to my tobacco use. Ryan and anyone else -- do you use intention and the same overall philosophy we apply with cannabis, to tobacco?
1 like • Nov '25
@Martha Roberts Thanks for sharing. I vaped (was how I started) for several years, took a long break earlier this year. Came back and was rolling cigarettes for myself for a few months, but took a break recently. After 2-3 days off I noticed "omg my lungs feel ginormous" and have switched to nicotine pouches since. Still doesn't feel quite right, as it's just like vaping to me: using nicotine to change my state whenever I feel something irritating. Smoking felt more right spiritually (since I'm communing with plant matter rather than a pouch full of synthetic nicotine salts), but definitely not physically. Just gonna keep accepting and continually rewiring my nervous system. Not going to shame myself for it anymore. I trust that as I keep doing the internal work the pattern will work itself out. It's what has happened for me with cannabis! Perhaps I'll buy a vaporizer when I have the spare cash. All my best to you Martha!
1 like • Nov '25
@Lloyd Dell wow, great read, thank you for sharing this! Just got fully red pilled on tobacco 😂
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