@Maria Thiaw how about this???? You chose her But your eyes soften as you gaze upon me your cheeks drop as your nervous smile fades Just glances but the silent chasm between us speaks louder than any words could ever say It’s bittersweet knowing the tangerine taste of the tip of your tongue And hearing your dulcet, diluted voice when your down-bad dialed drunk I’m listening to only God knows what’s on your mind Cause you’re drunk dials each night outnumber the the surreal symphony of sapphire stars in the sky as u haphazardly handle your heartbroken headlights to my door where you stand here in front of me tonight Twice you’ve said my name to her So why can’t u unveil to me those words that yearn to be unearthed? My hearts a puppet on your string You play me so close yet never enough to be considered love, is that really where you want to keep me? And I could wait for that crimson colored cryptic confession to carve out the cruel concave ceilings of your caustic closed off carefully curated conscious But You chose her So Go Go and be happy with her Cause Baby if you can’t be honest with your feelings for me How can you be honest with your friends, your goals, your vows Will u be Honest if one day I need to ask you “who is she” or “where were you last night” Cause what type of dad will the kids learn from? What will you do??? It’s daunting, but what’s the point of dating if it’s not to find your missing rib? Maybe I should give her a call? Show her every drunk dial Handwritten letter you leave at my door Text message, DMS, .5’s Why are 3 of your sweaters still in my bedroom And 2 of your socks under my nightstand? What do you think she would do?? Maybe im the pathetic putrescent perpetrator of your pompous clown act? Cause why did I let you in here to begin with? And You’re eyes are locked on mine, like a deer in headlights Waterfalls pouring from your eyes, Will your pretty sapphire supernovas come through the door tonight? Maybe make this gaze last a lifetime