Starting over

Today stung. I blew all 5 of my Apex accounts — $400 gone in a single shot. Most people would hide that. They’d only show you the highlight reel. But if you’ve been following me, you know I’m not here to pretend. I’m here to document the real trader’s journey — the wins, the losses, and the lessons that forge consistency. Because here’s the truth: every account blown is tuition. It’s a payment to the market that either buys you wisdom or buys you an ego death. Today, I got both. Where I slipped: 👉 I broke my Friday rule — I traded from scarcity, thinking about how little time was left in the challenge, instead of sticking to my system. 👉 Even though it’s a 100-day challenge, the pressure of limited trading days made me force trades that weren’t there. 👉 My plan was to stay light with micro NQ contracts… but I let fear of “not enough” override my discipline. I’m not proud of that. But I’m also not ashamed. This is what real growth looks like — messy, painful, but powerful when you face it head-on. Here’s how I’m adjusting: ✅ No more breaking my Friday rule — period. ✅ Checklist trading. No exceptions. ✅ Scarcity gets replaced with long-game execution. 🔥 The 50K Payout Challenge is still alive. This setback doesn’t end the mission. It sharpens the sword. ❓If you’re grinding with me — what’s the last hard lesson that humbled you in trading or life? Drop it below. Let’s stack wisdom and sharpen together.

Day 2 is wrapped and here’s the update: 💼 Accounts Running: 7 Active💵 PNL Today: - 5 accounts @ $430.46 each - 1 account @ $5,004 - 1 account @ $575➡️ Total = $7,727 🔥 Key takeaway: Consistency stacks. Not every day will be massive, but every day adds up. That’s how we close the gap to big goals. Now I want to hear from YOU: 👉 How are you closing the gap to your end-of-year target? 👉 What’s one consistent action you’re stacking daily? Drop your answers below — let’s build accountability and finish these 97 days strong together.

Family, it’s time to lock in. We’ve got 98 days left in the year and I’m starting a public challenge: 👉 Take my trading from Day 1 → $50,000 in prop firm payouts before the year closes out. This isn’t just about me. This is about showing what’s possible when you stay consistent, disciplined, and locked into the process. Here’s the math: - One payout = $2,750 - To hit $50K = 19 payouts - Every day, every trade, every decision counts. ✅ I’ll be posting updates, charts, and lessons from the journey. ✅ You’ll see the wins and the setbacks. ✅ The mission is to prove that with structure and consistency, 6 figures+ is in reach. Now I challenge YOU: 👉 What will you commit to finishing strong in these last 98 days? 👉 What’s the number, milestone, or habit you’re chasing down before 2026 hits? Let’s lock in. No excuses. No distractions. Just consistency and execution.

Family, I just got my $2,750 payout approved today with Apex Trader Funding. It’s not about the dollar amount — it’s about what it represents. Every candle I sat through. Every trade I journaled. Every rule I followed (and every time I wanted to break them but didn’t). Trading isn’t about hitting one big win. It’s about showing up, day after day, with discipline, patience, and structure. Most traders fail because they chase shortcuts. The truth is: ✅ Small wins stack. ✅ Consistency compounds. ✅ Discipline pays. This payout is proof of that. 👉 Ask yourself: Are you showing up with the same consistency your goals demand? Let’s keep stacking. One payout at a time.