I noticed that I get a little “top heavy” in the germination phase, I consistently have many ideas flowing through my mind. I start prepping so I can create some of these ideas. I will create patterns and cut out all the materials for the things I want to sew, my Pendleton bags, Cradleboards, invest in my sewing supplies etc.. or go into my bead room and organize my beads, restock, draw out some designs, prep my clay studio, recycle some clay, roll some slabs, etc. sometimes I spend more time in the preparing than the actual creating. But once I start creating, I’m really grateful that I could just pick up my already prepped items and create in batches. Thank you for pointing out the balance of masculine and feminine,

It's been a while since I've been on. I have a lot of moving parts in my life at the moment, but the most important part for me is the consistency of forward momentum. Not allowing myself to get in my own way ie.becoming stagnant or complacent, making excuses and finding problems instead of finding solutions. Throughout the stages of growth I found that at different times in my life I struggled to get to different benchmarks. Those benchmarks aren't so noticable today the fruition part was where a lot of it stopped for me until our relative Adrian inspired me to start reaching out. It used to be kind of a hand selected thing I would share knowledge with a single person once in a while, while now I am starting to make reels and shorts and sharing them publicly. It's not easy to get to this stage and by no means should it ever become easy.... But it does become more comfortable. At least for me the self doubt and insecurity slips away into a feeling of un wavering blind faith. I've gone days without food and water and I put my full trust into my spirit helpers and our lawmaker the creator of everything. I know it's a lot easier said then done but if or when you reach this state things in your life will begin to move into a paradigm our ancestors lived by at one point in time, no matter where you are from in this world.

As you may be aware, the moon is full at the time of this post. Traditional practitioners of ceremonies ways along my journey talked to me about the significance of this time. I am just a simple man, but I did listen when my elders spoke of these matters. The full moon affects the tides. Meaning a higher and more dangerous tide to be out fishing in, but also more bountiful... also is a lower low tide meaning a really ideal time to harvest shell fish without needing to have diving apparatuses. The moon helps new seeds root by influencing the gravitational pull. It effects out bodies and mind, the word lunatic can be broken down into laying and toe root of the word is Luna... Meaning moon. People experience stronger emotions during this time. I hope this serves as a reminder and helps someone in there journey like it has me over these years...

Something I have been working on recently is manifesting things physically, from a spiritual perspective and understanding... In science class we were taught that everything is made of atoms, atoms are energy on a nuclear level... So are our prayers. Just like the process of building a fire you have to have the intention. After the initial intention it takes time to gather the things you will need in essence the kindling and wood you will be burning to get the warmth.... Manifesting is like this in the fact that it consumes a lot of spiritual energy, and it helps to make offerings and to close your eyes and see the things you are attempting to manifest... I recently did this with a set of tail feathers... I prayed and put offerings down and knowing the rarity of the items I was asking to be presented with I added the stipulation of having the appropriate trade or monetary value.... There is more but my kids need me... Feel free to message on this thread. I'm excited to hear thoughts and inquiries.

I really like lesson 1, the biofeild you mentioned is also refered to as chi in some Asian cultures and mana in the Bible as it was a term in the middle East when that manuscript was written.... I have been working to enlighten some of my friends and relations and quite often refer to it as "the force" as pop culture and Star wars have made that year pretty widely accepted.... It really boils down to the spark of life if you will. The fact that particles are made of atoms and at a quantum level we're all just energy the same thing the holy lawmaker our Creator is made of.... Kids are calling so More to come later.