Greetings, new to the community been on this journey for a while now. Been debating for years now to make a big jump. It is a big decision but one I feel ready for. However, it’s not something the world usually allows. On top of that, I have people to support. Id like some real advice if possible. Bless🤝🏾

Different people have different idea of spirituality..how strange and how interesting at the same time that one thing can be perceived in so many ways…

Hi everyone, I’m Anton. I’m someone who’s deeply interested in spirituality, self-growth and conscious living. I enjoy exploring deeper meanings of life, connecting with like-minded souls and creating things that carry intention and purpose. Happy to be here and excited to connect with you all.

When I was a child, I believe around 10 ish give or take a lil, I made a journal. I had what I would consider a rough childhood is ways. I say that because I felt deeply motivated to support myself in that environment. As an adult now, I have been trying to find healing or just some presence and freedom from maybe mental or emotional captivity. I see that the pages I wrote were so soaked in creativity, color, and light. I woke up with “the power of now” playing on audible. I started making little present choices and found myself grabbing my old journal and passing through the pages. I’ve heard this idea of “reparenting” mentioned as a way of tending to the child in you that was abandoned or hurt. When I read my journal, I realized that as a child I was lending love and nurturing to myself that is truly inspiring to me now. Here are a few pages I want to share. The last page (black and white) is one that I made as an adult.

Do you feel lost? Do you feel unloved? Do you feel misunderstood? Do you feel rejected? Do you feel abandoned? Do you feel like giving up on yourself and your life? Do you feel bored with your existence? Do you need answers?