An ever present sense of lack of purpose has always been my scarcity mindset, has been ever since I was a child, and I have not yet mastered finding or feeling as though I have an actual sense of purpose in this life - people tell me all the time that I am a beautiful soul, kind and giving and knowledgeable both in world and spiritual world, and that is amazing and not to sound conceited in the least but I know all of that, I don’t doubt my worth or my value as a person, but the real question for me is what is the purpose I hold in being this good human being, so far life as been less than kind to me- and save for the blessing of very few kindred spirits there has been no real point in my existence.

I don’t really like tv or movies, but if I had to choose it would be the movie Stand by Me, my favorite book would have to be Still Alice and I am not very well travelled, however anyplace that is remote, and nature filled in any country where I am not at risk of being intentionally murdered sounds lovely to me 😊