It’s not about creating a new you. You’ll be a better you. Meeting makers make it. There’s CR celebrate recovery they have meeting updates online. Whatever your addictions are find a meeting. Stay away from ppl that use, stay away from places that sell those things you were addicted to. Get a therapist, psychiatrist. Read the word of God, watch some sermons, replay that tape over and see how rock bottom looks like. All you need is a seed of a mustard Keep your faith. Let the spirit of God live in you and he will protect you and guide you. Once you give your life over to the will of God his grace and mercy is going to help you with your troubles your feelings. Turn off the secular things music, tv, partying, anything that keeps you in your head about the bad, shameful U got this I’m a peer recovery mentor if you need more information I don’t mind sharing with you we can go to some zoom meetings and I have some other resources on groups that are free and deal in addictions and our recovery ❤️🩹👌🏽🎉