Reaching for you I can’t reach far enough Calling for you You can’t hear my voice Skin gray, cold sweaty Hunched, squatting, unconscious Found you baby boy You were 40 but my baby I watched you stop breathing My heart almost stopped beating Called 911 they came quickly 3 shots of Narcan brought you Back to me, I wanted to hug you I wanted to beat you at the same time It was a horrific sight to see But worse was seeing your babies Their reactions, tears flowing Down their little innocent faces That day I seen you leave I never wanted any other mom Any other children to witness That day you drew a line in the sand I had to choose my grandchildren Over my child, you were grown They were babies, broke my heart Cried enough to water the lawn Thankfully you got help, you needed That was five years ago, now clean Now Daddy in full force, present Overdosed seven times, brought back Praying for all who suffer addiction Praying for family members, effected Please reach out if you are in this space I too was an addict. Clean for 41 years I have been on both sides of the fence I know a really good recovery program It worked but I understand the person Has to be ready to commit themselves CDK 4-28-2026