@Lydia Ramirez I felt that way before in my own home. My daughter and her family moved in and her family grew and soon I felt one of us had to move and since she had children I wanted them to have a home so I moved to Germany to live with my sister. That was 24 yrs ago. I found a new friend in my sister and we became very close. Not at all like our childhood. I can’t say I still don’t feel out of place sometimes, but my sister has been very generous and gave me a craft room and I’ve been doing better as I craft and listen to Christian music and sing worship songs. It takes me to a whole new space. Maybe you could make yourself a crafting space and give yourself a break from the world and just craft and praise God. Just a thought. I’ll be praying for you, if that’s ok. Not fitting in can be a very lonely feeling. We started a game night once a month to get to meet new neighbors. I’m to chicken to reach out, but my sister is outgoing. It’s a great way to meet new people and make new friends. We found the 2/3 are religious and we’ve been praying for each other. Sometimes we have to go out of our comfort zone. My hardest thing to do. I’ll be thinking about you.

My mother passed a week ago and I feel very blessed by all the thoughts and prayers that keep me going right now. My comfort is Christian music. It’s calming to my soul to praise God especially at a time like this.