Tori I apologize for my late response, as I have been out of town. Sending you my deepest, sincere, heartfelt love while I am praying for you and yours - your brother sounds like he was an amazing man! I'm happy you're receiving help on this journey, as it is not linear. The ebb and flow of grief can be unwavering.. sometimes my personal struggles can be overwhelming and the day marches on with it's own path in mind, not mine. I attempt to focus on the process and what I do understand, rather than what I don't. What I do know at this stage is... "I've already lived through my worst day and biggest fear..." "I've met the kind of loss that completely changes who you're..." And during that transformation, my silence showed me I am capable of surviving and I refuse to be defined by the actions of someone else doing, not my own. I'd love to talk more.. 🤍

I am excited for the day. I am new here and have started making a template I want to use on this platform.. I guess I was waiting. Nothing really to wait for, so let’s talk about our grief.

@Tori O I love that movie! Such a classic 😊 Crazy- Hawaii is also one of mine and I love that book! Have you ever read anything by Bob Goff?

Yes! That book & Love Does - is probably one of my favorite books. He has a witty way about his explanations that just make you laugh. My favorite chapter is the yellow truck. 😊