I have been meditating for about 4-5 years, I did kung fu in my younger years so I was no stranger to breath control (Qigong). I pulled away from all religion and went within myself. I was born into a Catholic family, then to Jehovah's Witnesses, and others, anyway, long story short, I think I had a spiritual connection with the Father, I asked him to show me a sign, to show me if I am going in the right direction. A few days later, I was wide awake but I had just woken up, I closed my eyes and I saw streaks of light start shooting past me like I was going into hyperspace. I knew this was not normal and I was meditating and raising my kundalini so I knew that this was like an awakening. I was traveling at the speed of light, in my consciousness and there was a divine spark at the end, I had no fear and knew to just observe and watch, I got closer and closer to the divine light at the end, when I reached it everything faded and went dark and I opened my eyes. Ever since that I have had the urge to go and buy art equipment and started drawing sacred geometry. 144 000 is the speed of light, which is a frequency, the chakra petals add up to 144, 1+4+4=9 which represents consciousness, and if u add up the chakra petals x2 for duality it comes to 144,000. Is this what the bible meant by being marked on the forehead with the father's name? I am not saying that I'm some chosen one or anything, I'm just trying to work out what I saw. Any input would be appreciated.