I am tired of the perfect lives and highlight reels all over Facebook and Instagram the news and whereever else your looking online. In the age of AI, we are being bombarded with fake bullshit. Perfect faces. Perfect bodies. Perfect businesses. Perfect relationships. Perfect words. None of it feels real. I do not want perfect. There is no perfect, there is only the imperfectly perfect. I want the mess, the middle, the parts where the change is actually happening. The part where you are questioning everything, uncovering old patterns, changing your mind, screwing up, getting back up, and figuring out what has actually been running your shit. Because in the mess is where the messages are found. The actual sh*t you have made up about yourself. Who you think and believe you are…..if ya didnt know its all made up sh*t. You made it up when you were littel before you had critical thinking skills. You were just tryin to make sense of the world, who you are, how you fit in, how to fit in and literally not die. More on this in another rant..lol! ITS ALL MADE UP! And that is why 2 people can go through the same frickin experience one has a blast and one is devestated. Why? They both went through the exact same experience. Because of the made up sh*t they made up abou thtemselves and the world. Its all made up!!! THATS THE GOOD NEWS!! Here is a fun example: You and I get on a rollercoaster. We go wizzing around and you are screaming and yelling with delight. Super excited and having a great old time!! Me I need a wardrobe change after because I shit myself. Exact same experience but you had a blast, I needed a new pair of underwear! We had different beliefs and perspective that were all made up!! If its all made up then …..whohooooooo, you can make up some new sh*t that serves you better, and the challenge is, most people dont know that its made up shit and they think its just them. So in the mess……the parts where it feels like everything sucks and your failing miserably and nothing is happening is the answers! The message of who you actually think and believe you are. The actual evidence…not what you say you want or will do. WHAT YOU ACTUALLY ARE SAYING AND DOING.