I’m not sure if you’ve made progress with this or not but whenever I’m practicing deeper surrender, I try my best to ALLOW whatever is happening—to happen. We can’t force ourselves to trust more we have to create the space to. So really just allow & bring awareness to the discomfort that arises when you simply allow. There’s information in that & bringing awareness to it allows the feelings to flow through you instead of getting stuck. I ground myself with this mantra: “Whatever is going to happen, is already happening.” I hope this helps 🙂