Hello from ED! I have got my Kiki and puppies fix from @Sam King Centreline meditation is really helpful, thank you @Birdy O'Sheedy And I got bedside delivered coffee.! Had a great morning started first day of my dog training plan. Inspired by @Jas Whiting and @Pat Stuart. I really wanted to train both dogs well. Had some short exercises and tracking in the backyard. Worked more getting away from two-ball. I then had a lot of pain and other spinal symptoms. My daughter drove me ( still can’t move my right foot) and I am hoping for some answers. Thank for being an awesome community!

Check it out and post below what level you are on and what is happening for you in your journey. It's pretty fun and thank you everyone who helped me create it! 😍🙏💛 I'm a 🐺 and I'm finding my pack that is all over the world while protecting the lovely community here. 🥹

Saw the neurosurgeon this afternoon and he wants to do urgent nerve studies and urgent surgery. Thank goodness he has promised to hound the insurance company for approval! Will I become a transformer?? Thanks for your support @Birdy O'Sheedy. And @Sam King has been a lifesaver with the Kiki and pups reels. How can I be sad when there’s Kiki and babies on the planet 😁

I have been getting my Kiki and puppy fix from @Sam King and I just checked my old pics on Instagram. I find beautiful pics of 5 of my 7 dogs from 10 years ago. I got blindsided and I am a now crying with love, with memories, laughter. Lord, I loved those guys. I miss them so much. Then I go back to watch Sam collect sleepy pups, and my heart gets some healing. Love is a spiral. I go forward and commit to living in the moment. My memories are a part of a beautiful spiral. I don’t cry easily, I struggle with strong emotions inside of me. But in my heart these pics reminded me of the magic in dogs. They heal and bring peace, even when they are no longer walking in this dimension. I just had a moment to step across the border of a parallel dimension, like catching mist that feels cold on my face, but is gone in moments. Somehow watching Sam so lovingly gather those sleeping puppies, just new and starting their life, I could let go of a bit more of my grief. That is the magic in dogs. Thank you Sam for sharing your pups and their Mama.

This week has been hard, no energy, extra irritability. and feeling like I am spiralling a few too many times... attempting to meet it with curiousity, but also trying to give myself a break without overwhelming guilt... thank God for Dogs!!! I am looking forward to tomorrow’s call. My glimmer momemt today was Mojo staring me down, attempting to use the force to get me to throw the ball, with his tongue hanging out to the side. This is our Tuesday crew... Mojo (Kelpie), Grommet (Koolie x BC x ACD), Tilly (Aussie), Samson (Sheltie), Dante (Collie), Spencer (Collie), Cleo (Vizsla). 💜🐾