You were in my dream last night. You were traveling to each of our homes just to give us all a personal hug. Isn’t that a cool dream?? Nice hug, too lol

Happy Monday, ya’ll. We got this…

Oh you guys..my heart is so grateful. I was lying here feeling so alone and lost and then I remembered to check Ayla’s Skool. I am so used to no support I was actually scared to check. I had a challenging but amazing day at my new school. I cried in public, then ran to the ladies and began to plot how to escape and never go back. I felt like a caged animal ready to gnaw my own appendage off rather than go back into that class. But then I heard this little voice outside the bathroom stall. It was the little girl I had helped yesterday by letting her tell me about her miscarriage. She had seen me spiral and followed me. So I came out and got a hug, then the teacher came in made me feel empowered NOT ASHAMED. I showed fragility and nobody kicked me to the curb for the curb for it. Unheard of in my life. Unheard of…so I went back to class and it was ok. And now you all…😢😢😢😢 Thank you so much. I have always been there for others, but this time people were there for me. God bless all of you💚💚💚💚💚

Please, I need prayers. I have just started an accelerated program to learn massage therapy. My PTSD is raging. I am so terrified of failing again. I started Monday and I have barely slept a wink and I am out of bandwidth to handle the anxiety and on the verge of tears every moment. I cannot do this alone. My “demons” are screaming at me to quit and that I am too inept to better myself. I would be so grateful. I am literally all alone in this. Bless everyone. 💚

Ya’ll get smacked by the latest flu bug? Yikes! Take extra care. It’s a doozy. Remember there are frequencies to listen to if you get smacked down. 🎉😵‍💫🫣