Not that long ago, I was a very active person. I would run 5K, 10K and half marathon races. I would strength train in the gym, walk at least 3 miles a day, etc. Then, in 2024 I got sick with COVID for the first time (despite being vaxxed and boosted) and it completely tanked my energy and stamina. I tried to get back to my normal active routines after resting for weeks but I just didn't feel the same and it became harder and harder to recover. The aches and pains didn't start until a year later and it's been an entirely new world. My body became something I wanted to dissociate from rather than connect to. It's been such a huge adjustment both mentally and physically, but I'm very grateful for spaces like this one. Even though I wish I could go back to my former active lifestyle the way it was, I'm determined to reconnect with my body in a compassionate way and find movement that is enjoyable and gentle. I hope the same for everyone in this group, because this diagnosis is not an easy one!