22 days sober, the other day was a good day no pain or anything i have fibromyalgia btw. After I had a lumbar puncture to my low back. I was in such horrible pain in my back. The pain is still there unless I take medicine for it but that is not healthy cause my body trying to depend on it in a way i do not like. Definitely since I quit smoking it's trying to get it's hands on anything but me I do not on the other hand isn't this confusing and tiring yes indeed it is. Cause than I have withdrawal from the medication too 🤦🏻‍♀️ Point is i keep feeling all these weird things but docs saying I am fine. So really can I still be having withdrawals can I still be feeling sadness. 😕 I do not like that. This up and down roller coaster. I need some help.

I just quit smoking weed a week and 2 days ago and yet I'm still depressed and having derealization. I don't understand I'm having all these weird things with my body going on too. Im so lost and hopeless at the moment. Im losing connection. Typically after I quit weed I go back to nicotine its been a bad habit over the past few years going back and fourth between weed and nicotine. This time im trying not to cause nicotine was my worse habit to break. I just need help and everyone smokes around me.

Day 13 of being sober from weed, I'm having such bad cravings to smoke and not even weed exactly, but cravings to smoke anything. I hate this, I thought by now my cravings would be gone the other day it was with no problem, but today, I woke up sad and thinking about it. Also, now I think I could have a slight withdrawal from this other medicine I was taking that I didn't know could make you withdraw. So im stuck right now with no hope at the moment. Im hurt. 😪💔 plus ima hypochondriac so much. My anxiety has been through the roof every day. About my health. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Im tired of living like this in fear and worry. Someone, please help. I need advice.

I a few months ago picked up a bad habit of mines again smoking Marijuana. I have a really bad habit I smoke day to day back to back a lot through the day. Today I woke up and didn't smoke. Man my mind is craving it. On and off. Just the feeling of wanting to smoke to " relive stress" I have come to realize though when I did smoke to relieve stress Its so temporary thats why I think I am having derealization and still is depressed. That happiness im looking for when I think of needing a relief comes not from drugs but rather when I was sober and had those feelings of happiness of seeing the world clear. Today is not to hard I know so though the rest might when my body realize I'm really done. Please help any advice to keep on pushing. I always struggled with it going back and fourth. Everytime I never get the result I think it would give instead its emptiness. It's just everyone im around smokes/negative and I can't just move right at the moment financially. I can limit my time around them though.

Recently the past month really the past 2 weeks now. I just feel so disconnected from the world around me. The only space that quote on quote feels safe to be in, is my room but than I get depressed not being outside but when im outside I feel like hypnotized like everything around me is a blur it's not real to me, i keep having outter body experience. I tried grounding the other day that helped a bit I'm really asking what helps too with grounding besides walking bare foot on grass and can anyone explain if its something spiritually going on in the world cause I feel if so my energy off and how do you know if your being spiritually attack ? From source or others. Any advice is helpful. Thanks.