I am a firm believer in the saying "You are a reflection of the company you keep". I've hung out with A LOT of people who took me out of character, put me in less than desirable situations,and even damn near killed. I was in a cycle of insanity. "If I hang out with the guys tonight, I'll behave."...That was NEVER the case. At some point chaos becomes normalcy and the destructive behavior becomes progressively worse and worse. I prayed that I would break the cycle one day even if it killed me. One day I said enough is enough and burnt every bridge that led to a dead end . I rather be a one man show than be associated with the circus. People CAN change. If I can whoever needs to hear it YOU CAN TOO!

I am my brother (AND SISTER'S) keeper. Id go to war with anyone who's willing and ready to help themselves get better first and foremost and be able to join an AMAZING community of supportive people in the process! I LOVE YOU ALL. YOU ARE NOT ALONE 💔❤️‍🩹💪🦾👏

Constant worrying...Oof..Where do I start...Worried about what people see when they look at you,what they think,assuming the worst of what's going on in THEIR head. Not mine. I was never worrying about Ben and what I thought of me and hyper focused on what everyone else thought of me. Making false assumptions like I'm some kind of mind reader. It'll age you physically and mentally to live like that as long as I have. Another thing I've been putting a lot of time and effort into improving. I'm not healed by the stretch I still have my moments but I'm getting better everyday. Whether it's an inch,a foot,or a mile. We're in this together...I'm here for you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. 💔❤️‍🩹💪🦾👏 Please share my link in hopes of great changes for ALL and especially MYSELF. Thank you and I love you all. So I have this idea based off of my growth phase and want to know if it is possible ....I'm on my 14-day trial still as I've been here for 2 days now....What about a 14-day trial challenge? It would probably be tough if its do-able, but it'll teach a lot about a person and what they're capable of! Based off my community, I geared towards mental health and artwork. My artwork being one of my MANY hobbies (as my page builds you'll see what I mean lol)I use as a form of therapy to relieve stress and anxiety. I don't want to give away too much of that here as those stories are for the community fighting the fight TOGETHER. My community is mainly based off of supporting each other through pain,suffering,grief, or any other form of mental health discrepancy you can imagine. To build each other up and become better every day. This isn't a script or a sales pitch it's one of the small group of genuine people that want to make an impact on people who need someone to confide in. With that, I'm willing and READY to invest myself full time into building an aging community that will also feed my family and allow myself just like the rest of us, to be able to do the things that bring us genuine happiness and a PEACE of MIND to their life. I'm completely new as I said 2 days in. I have 12 left on this trial with high faith that this will change my life for the good between helping you all. This will be raw and very uncomfortable for me to share with people I don't know but I'm willing to go to bat with you to show you YOU ARE NOT ALONE anymore. As I said this isn't a sales pitch. I'm a man trying to make a difference. I want to use my 12 days to build a strong community that is free at the moment BUT see how much income I can produce in that period time. With that being said, if you're someone that wants to take that first step at mental health recovery or even if you've been in recovery for quite sometime, please help me by joining my community.I thank you all sincerely in advance and I'm going to be honest I'm excited and scared shitless at the same time. I love you ALL and remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE! 🧠💔❤️‍🩹💪🦾👏👏

One of my drawings. Colored Pencil sketch. More to come!