My Daily Journal Day 31 1st May 2026 Sleep log: 1:30 am – 4:45 am I prayed Fajr and did my azkar. I read Surah Yaseen and slept again. (Even though I didn’t want to sleep, I was feeling extremely drowsy🫩.) 10:00 am – 1:00 pm I woke up around 10:00. I scrolled on Instagram for a bit. Then I ate a peach and pressed my and my brother’s clothes. After that, I took a shower and had lunch. 1:00 pm – 5:00 pm I rested. I had chai ☕️. Then I finally completed the SMM assignment. Prayed Zuhr, read Surah Kahf and Surah Rahman. I uploaded the assignment in the community. I started SMM Lecture No. 11 but couldn’t finish because my brother came in. I don’t know where he got this sudden passion for debating; he just walks into the room and starts his speech 😭. And of course, mujhay jawabi karwai tu krni hoti hai phir. We kept going back and forth until Asr time. I could have finished my lecture, but didn’t. 5:00 pm – 7:00 pm Prayed Asr and did azkar. Then posted on LinkedIn. 7:00 pm – 12:30 am Prayed Maghrib and read Surah Waqia. Had dinner. Made chai and drank it ☕️. Watched Instagram for a bit. (I couldn’t even watch Insta today, maybe I’m finally becoming successful😝). I also participated in the community on and off. Then I completed the SMM lecture and started watching the next one, it’s actually the last one, but I left it for tomorrow. I was trying to find an idea to post something on Insta, laikin meray dimagh ki 💡 nhi chali🥲. Then I talked to my friend. I prayed Isha, read Surah Mulk and Surah Muzammil. I read tafseer. And went to sleep.

Woke up at 9:01am 9:01am - 12:00pm Phly breakfast kia sakoon sy Phr ghar ki safai ki (bhai shb mai tu thak gaye) Aj exercise last py ki khana khany k bad (meri marzi) 12:00pm - 1:00pm Watched some random videos Then watched a community video and made notes 1:00pm - 2:30pm Ohr thori bht search ki k kon c post bnani chaye Phr canva py wo post bnaye share ki (really felt productive) Isi doran meri bjaye ami ny aj chaye bna kr di (maza hi a gua) 2:30pm - 7:30pm Phr halka phulka yad hai chezain Social media use kia Family time spend kia Phr asr prhi phr bhrtan dhoye Phr khana khaya Phr surah falak prhi Exercise ki 7:30pm - 9:00pm Phr thora sa automations ko study kia Phr aj tu chezain search krny pr hi time guzr gya 9:00pm -10:00pm thora mobile dkha Community posts prhy Mai ny kuch or b kia (i swear to god mai ny kuch kia pr mjy ni yad rhta) 10:00pm - 11:00pm Namaz prhi Surah waqiah prhi Aik community video rh gaye thi course ki wo dkhi notes bnaye (kl share kro gi) 11:00pm ———— Abhi aik podcast dkhty hue journal likh rhi Watching podcast feels productive 🤡 Baqi yeh hai k mazy kro You can work hard and enjoy at the same time Mai kl 90 years old nanio dhadio ki videos dkh rhi thi and they said k enjoy kro, this is the thing they regret the most, not enjoying life.

Slept 9pm - woke up 7am 7:00 --- 11:00 Posted weekly journal Prayed Qaza fajr Shower Made Breakfast Room chaos 11:00 ---- 1:00 Prayed zuhr 1:00 -- 7:00 Editing and color grading All prayers 7:00 --- 8:00 Cooked Pulao after a long time. 8:30 --- 9:30 pray Isha & Quran Skin care & changed bedsheet 9:30 --- 10:20 onwards Skool - Editors live workshop - TwitterX for clients and posting templates Highlights: Woke up late, missed fajr, went to wash face and I was lost in thoughts, that instead of using face wash, I washed my face with hand wash, after that I had intense itching and I realized what I did, then my best moisturizer saved me from irritation. After a long time I made Pulao, with no tomatos, they were not available online, so I had to use yogurt. Instead of cold drinks (all bottles already finished) , today I made lassi and felt the calm, plus I had so many realizations related to work. Overall good and calm day, my focus these days is praying with focus and I'm working on it.

Worrying that I am not smart enough as everyone else in the room. But I AM IN THE ROOM.

My Daily Journal Day 32 2 May 2026 Sleep log: 12:30am – 4:45am Prayed Fajr and did azkar. Read Surah Yaseen. Wrote the previous day's journal. And slept again. Woke up at almost 8:00am. 8:00am – 1:00pm Pressed clothes (aaj hamein nano ghar jana tha). Had breakfast. Then did some tyari-shayari. At almost 11:00 we left the house and reached at 12:45. But we had ice cream on the way, so it also took time there. HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY: Today I first saw a woman on the road her whole face was distorted. I can’t explain it in words. Matlab, maybe that face will stay with me for a long time. It was not like how it happens from an acid attack; it was completely distorted. Then I saw 2 men talking to each other in sign language on the roadside. Then, when we reached the ice cream parlour, their workers had menus in their hands and were standing on the road in this heat. As soon as any car came, they would rapidly go there and give the menu. After seeing these things, I realized we're just so nashukray. Allah Tala has given us so many blessings, and still we choose to be ungrateful including me. I know mein bhi aisay hi karti hon. In waqiat ka asar thori deir tak hi hota hai, then I’ll start the never-ending comparison again. This was the highlight of the day for me, and I don’t want to forget this that’s why I mentioned it here. 1:00pm – 7:00pm Reached nano's house. Spent time with them. Prayed Zuhr, did my daily Quran recitation (thori si). Then had lunch. Prayed Asr, did azkar. My energy was down. I was making a carousel post, but the internet went down, so I didn’t do any posting work today, in short. 7:00pm – 11:00pm Prayed Maghrib, read Surah Waqia. Had dinner, made chai (mein tu mehman nahi thi? 😓) Rested. Prayed Isha, read Surah Mulk and Surah Muzammil. Wrote journal. Will sleep now. The things AI told me when I send my journal to correct the grammatical mistakes and i loved them so adding them here: Tonight before sleep, 30 seconds only: Put hand on heart and whisper 3 things: