I have decided to create a holiday card by using my very first letter I wrote to my special person that I have met back in October 5th of last year we are taking things slow at the moment but I do hope we will start dating soon though because when we first started talking to each other and first met that night he was so sweet to make sure I ate something, and out of all the guys I talked to on the Facebook dating site he the only one who literally stopped at my tracks where I felt this special instant emotional connection with him, and fell for him like I have never ever felt before like out all the guys I have dated I never had this kind of feeling with any of them till I met this person he the only one I felt like this, it's like he is my last hope kind of feeling it's that deep kind of feeling, it's like I have never been this much in love before in my life that it just hurts so much. And this one of reason why I decided to create these types of cards with these deep live feelings. And I will be posting my send card with his second letter I wrote to him soon.