Thank you for asking, I'm pondering this a lot, still in a bit of disbelief that this is really happening, it's like "wait, we've been here before". This doesn't feel new to humanity and it comes with trauma memories. Until recently I haven't touched it, had no interest whatsoever to chat with it or let it be part of my reality. I just don't like its frequency and find its answers boring, no matter how sophisticated. AI feels foreign and intrusive to earth and the trajectory of it being attached to humanoids walking among us feels horrific. It makes me afraid for my kids future. And it all went so fast. My daughter told me that at school, most kids don't answer any question in class before checking in with Chat anymore. They already gave away their authority and self-trust. And this is just the beginning. AI lets us focus even more on efficiency and perfection, which in itself might already be a mind-implant that doesn't serve us well. I see it in Webdesign: Building a website usually is a process of finding ones truest expression, which takes time and inner insight and development. It cannot be rushed. On the other hand I have to admit that it is super handy to have a call, explore and develop the content in conversation and then have Claude translate it into structure and writing. And yet, once the writing is there, it's challenging to step back, not give it authority and find ones own voice again. I find this very delicate. Also in the creative design-process: I can use it for being even more creative, and it can block my own creativity, knowing it could create an entire website with a click. It changes the industry in a way that makes it almost impossible to simply ignore. AI can drive us away from our uniqueness and innermost truth, as its answers are a muddy blend of all human (and AI) consciousness. At the same time there's truth to that, as humans naturally have a collective mind and consciousness. 🤪 Gosh, it's really not black and white. And yet, from a felt sense, I want it to leave again. It's obviously infused by satanic influences and I doubt that we can ever purify it from that again.

Yes... My partner and I are both self-employed and it would actually go quite well if the tax and health insurance wouldn't crash it all every year again. There's this threshold where I subconsciously try to stay below the taxable amount to avoid the hassle and he earns just enough to pay max insurance and tax rate. But overall not enough to consider tax-free options. 🤪 I feel that we both were in denial of the reality of taxes as they feel so aweful that we haven't handled them like adults yet. 😆

I find it astonishing to realize that it took over ten years after pizza gate for the topic to resurface, like a spiral, but now people might be more ready to see. Yet, I don't trust the intends behind releasing them now. Someone pointed out that this comes from the same entity source to flood the world with childp*rn, which felt uncomfortably true. So I refrain from going deeper into it emotionally, just watching neutrally from the side, aware that this too might have an agenda. I've seen from a good friend what ritual abuse can do to the psyche and it's unspeakable. I feel the best to do is to widen ones own heart for the victims, what they carry in everyday life is beyond heavy. Deepak Chopra let me lift my eyebrow in short surprise though. 😌

Countryside in the west of Germany 🌿

Gosh, to be honest: I don't listen to music anymore – at all! Before I had kids I made awesome mixtapes (haha, that's how old I am, ok, no, it were CDs), but then the CD players moved out of the house and I enjoyed silence so much when the kids were out of the house that I somehow lost track. Now, if I really need music, I adore this one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RacxNskxySo&list=RDRacxNskxySo&start_radio=1 (yes, listening on youtube, on my computer. 🙈😄) But there's always someone else playing music in the house...