some tests are like stones that get heavier as time passes by, the only way to overcome it is by letting it go from your awareness my page gets me attention and sometimes it becomes fitna for me… i understand why now Allah swt waited before giving me a platform, it was to build my character to be able to handle the attention, because if i had gotten this attention before i couldn’t have been able to pass some tests… so for the next step in my journey, i wonder how i can evolve so i can accept blessings without losing it, or pass tests when they are presented to me... perhaps we are going through that test without realizing it… may we pass the tests given by Allah swt