I spent my life identifying with the lies of the enemy that shouted out through my family, the loud toxic vemon in this falsehood. I spent my life trying to be good enough to a world I was never made to please. I was turned away from cold hearts not acknowledging my own. I grew up with a lot of love but no one to give it too. One day I met you, and you revealed that not all tall towers were ordained by You to be constructed. This tower I built myself but you never failed to reach the window all the way at the tippy top. You stood by my side, beyond the wall, and whispered. You whispered for years. You gave me songs and sweet melodies of your love, you called me out the tower. In the end this love, I kept locked inside, was being kept from you. You asked me to surrender not only myself but this tower I hid in. When I agreed, you broke it down in an instant and didn't miss a beat to draw me into your arms. The one I needed to love first and the most is YOU. I took your hand and walked with you as I cried at the destruction of the world I made myself, you dismantled everything I built high above you. And In the debris, you were always there. In the mess you comforted me with all the things you said I am and who you called me to be. The love I had you returned immensely, in a way I could never repay, but you never asked me to. You never asked me to fight to love you more, but to love you and choose you every day. You told me I'm worthy, I am loved, you will use me and equip me, with you I will not fail and I will never fall. When I stumble, Still I will rise with you and you alone. I wouldn't have it any other way. And in my deepest pain, you hold me and my tears. Soon to be redeemed all that was stolen. I am happy to finally hear you, and know who I am in you.