Hey everyone I logged into my X account earlier and my feed is just full of these latest file dumps and there are some shocking and horrific things in it. It seems like power structures across the entire planet, from the very top echelons right down even to local councils are infested by people who are utterly depraved. The initial shock of seeing some of these awful files has me questioning how we can live normal, good and honest lives when we are surrounded by all this evil. Then it occurred to me that I pray almost daily for discernment and now it makes me wonder, are these latest files deliberately dropped now for some reason? Why now and not months ago? Are they to distract us from something else going on? It's such a confusing time where I am questioning everything and trusting in very little. Has anyone else been diving into this latest scandal? What's your thoughts on it?

Please watch and let me know your thoughts. https://youtu.be/pp6hAahJkJU?si=Bd3kXHIc2CWNb4DO

Hey everyone - I owe you an explanation for why I've been quiet the past few weeks. I've been in this VERY STRANGE mental fog that's hard to put into words. It's like everything I normally do - posting, creating content, engaging - suddenly feels like I'm trying to push through a wall. The passion's still there. The desire's still there. But as far accessing it, it's been a real struggle... I've been praying through it, had others pray with me, trying to understand what exactly this is. Maybe it's spiritual. Maybe it's a mental thing. Maybe it's both?? AHonestly, I'm still working it out. But here's why I'm sharing this: I don't want you thinking I've abandoned this community or lost heart in what we're building. That couldn't be further from the truth. And if I'm being real, I'm curious if anyone else has ever experienced something like this before - where your mind and body just seem to hit pause even though your heart's still fully engaged. If you have, I'd genuinely appreciate ANY and ALL feedback of your experience and how you overcame it. In the meantime, please don't let my silence stop you from posting, encouraging each other, and keeping this community alive. That's what we're here for - to sharpen and support one another. I LOVE YOU ALL. I'm working through this. And I'm grateful you're here.

I’m sure many of you know the answer already - Jesus. But I was pondering that tonight and I was hit by the sheer magnanimity of that statement. Life is hard. Complicated. And wrought with challenge after challenge. Possibly hundreds of choices everyday, leading to infinite outcomes. That is a TERRIFYING thought without Him. (Pause and really ponder your life for a moment…) I am overwhelmed thinking about not having Jesus to follow. 😭 Think of all the people without the sure ability to follow Him without fear, knowing how good He is? How safe He is? How sure and faithful and loving and saving He is. That no matter how many times I mess up, He will always right me. 😮‍💨 Without finding fault or getting angry or condemning me. And without ever leaving me alone to fend for myself - either physically or emotionally. Life is difficult with Him. It’s impossible… doesn’t even exist truly without Him, that’s just living Hell. Anyways, I was hit with the vastness of this seemingly simple thought and wanted to share it. I also cannot imagine how many people tonight do not have that hope, and even more with all the heavy things going on right now. And we are covered in the hope and peace of Jesus that comes not from this world - but only directly from being in Him and loved by Him.

Hi everyone I thought I would upload these photos of the Northern Lights taken by my friend the other night, she lives about 30 mins from me. I had never seen them before because of the light pollution where I live but even with the light pollution, it was so vivid even I could see it. I stood in my back garden in the freezing cold and watched them for ages. In a previous post I asked how God speaks to you and I realised the other night that nature is when I feel him, he doesn't speak to me as such but I feel him and that is good enough for me. I thank him every day for the environment he has created for us. He is the ultimate artist.