And stop trying to explain your choices, your options, your oppourtunities, your dreams, your possibilities to people who are not equipped to understand your pastures. If you're in this space, odds are you've been a bee stuck in a fly's world for far too long. Stop trying to convince yourself that garbage will do, when it's burnt you out, made you sick, made you feel sick / stuck and spinning in a circle. It's time to remember who the hell you are and start flying like it.